Born on 12 October 1987 to a young father and an even younger mother, I guess some would say I was a mistake, an accident or I was unplanned for. But I can tell you I was no mistake. God knew exactly what he was doing when he created this being. Like an expert baker, he added all the right ingredients, mixed the perfect batter and with just the right amount of heat, one of his best creations was soon complete. An accident, a mistake, a first child, a first grandchild, a true blessing, the first of four true blessings…

I have been called a lot of things from sweet, kind, caring, talented, quiet, shy, innocent, sneaky, miserable, demanding, independent, controlling and stubborn to crazily insane. All of that may be true at some point in time, and it is true that I am not a normal human being. But my God is no normal artist so therefore one should not expect Him to create a normal work of art. I am special, but also meek, humble and modest.

I am an intelligent, dedicated, goal-oriented and very blessed young lady. I know what I want out of life and that is what I have been working towards. I am adamant about my decisions and I do not like when people try to change my mind about something I firmly believe in. I consider money a necessary evil in this world, but I am far from being materialistic. I have been through a lot of difficulties and I have a lot of secrets, but I am genuine and realistic. I have borne a lot of burdens and with time I have learned to tolerate a lot for a long time, but I will not tolerate too much for too long. I get along with just about anyone who has common sense and common courtesy, but true friends are few because I choose them wisely.

I have a sharply skewed perspective on life. I am convinced that Hell is here and now; Hell is the place we call Earth. At times I feel that I would rather be ignorant of the fact that we live in a cold cold wicked world and so I often cover my eyes, my ears and my lips. I clasp my hands and pray that God will deliver me through the darkness with my eyes closed. I would rather not know that mankind has found a way to pervert everything that God has created.

There had to be a reason why God gave us two ears and only one mouth. The name Samantha means “listener” so you will find that I am an attentive listener and I am not very talkative. When I do talk, I choose my words carefully because I am aware of the intense power invested in words written or spoken. I believe my purpose in life is to achieve happiness in a way that pleases God.